My pandora's box of secrets. Way too many to keep. I used to be a person of no-secrets, i mean my own secret, not you guys'. But now, everything is changed, changing. And I am still adapting. What to do, what not to do. What to say, what not to say.. too much restrictions, not my cup of tea.


Every lil things you say, every lil actions you do, affects me so much. I cant satisfy everyone. I am jus plain jane, not superwoman, not wondergirl. At the end of the day, we just want a happy ending to our lives. Each and every phase.


I cant help but to think i am a jinx. I dont believe that much in luck, i believe in effort. But still, it seems otherwise. I'm sorry for all the wrong words i had said, maybe i tried too hard, maybe it's just... i dont know.


But i am still, really, seriously, very affected.


And i am really, seriously, very free. (minus the 2 big events coming up soon).

*fake a smile.