crowned
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hello everybody!
im back!
in case u dun noe, im back from PHUKET!
yes! phuket... like huh? after e tsunami?
yeaps. struck by tsunami 4 mths back, but i can tell u, it's safe.
and recovered like 98%?
fun place to visit i must say.

day 1
flight frm sg in phuket.
off to the patong beach after checking to e hotel (more like a resort)
e shore that was hit by tsunami.
everything look jus fine.
e water is shallow, as like u walk into e water for the dist which wil drown u in spore? but it's actually jus till ur waist kinda stuff?
e sand is sooooo fine n soft! betta than those in sentosa la!
and e waves! oh mine.. they r realli waves! haha..
i tried the banana boat. 6 of us! guess we were too heavy, e driver was trying so hard to capsize us.. and being afraid of falling into e water, we held on so tightly to e handle for 20 mins till our hands shook till right now.
next, e jetski!
well, it's like motor bike on e water if u duno.
woah! shioK!
haha.. riding so damn fast and far from e shore..!
speeding on e water, hair dried instantly!
making turns sooo fast as though u'l jus fall into e water.
kinda scary... nice experience. :)
real beach girl in me!

day2
out to sea early in the morning.
traveling from phuket to phi phi island.
50mins speed boat ride.
i was sitted right infront of the boat.
it was travelling so fast! like thousands km per hr.
e water was so choppy n rough.. tt the ride was so bumpy.
i tell u.. it was sooo thrilling.
like alot more scarier than those roller coaster.
imagine 50mins like tt!
holding on to the railing jus in case i fly outta the boat.
NO LIFE VEST AT ALL.
all u see is jus the water and the sky.
afew rafts here and there..
styms, all u see right infront of u is the sky. no island.
hair got into a mess afta tt.. all tangled up.
we visited a few islands.
e water is so clear. so clean. tt u can actualy see fishes swim ard u.. or rather ur legs.
n we can feed them!
if u think this is nature?
u're wrong!
WAIT TILL U GET TO SNORKEL.
yeaps.
we snorkelled twice in the deep sea.
kinda scary i mus admit.
armed wif the masks and e life vest.. well, nt enough for mi.
I NEED E LIFE BUOYANT too! ( you yong quan tt is, cant spell it)
ohhh!
lovely sight.
wonderful.
awesome.
coral reefs, fishes.. those colourful ones.. n nemo too!
even stepped on e coral. haha!

so drenched.
so tanned.
was out to sea til evening.
how tiring.
we were wet den the scorching sun dried us and u'll see salt all over ur body.
haha.

day3
nth much.
jus shopping ard as we were coming back in the afternoon.
HOT i must say.
like it's jus morning sun and we were sweating like hell.
bot stuffs.
CHEAP CHEAP mus bargain!!
"800 baht?"
"Nono! cheaper can?"
"400!"
"Nono! 200!"
" cannot lah!"
"CANNOT? ok lor.. bye!"
"okok! can can! 200 baht 200 baht!"
tts how we did it!
hehe.

interesting trip.
fun.
adventurous.
but i wun go back there again.
like.. e food, was nt tt nice..
e road.. oh no.. too dangerous.
e weather.. can kill!
e water like shit r! those which we use to bath ourselves.. they're dirty.
tt explains y we're nv clean!
YUCKS i noe.
e drinking water? taste eeky.
e ppl over thr? some were jus so irritating.
jus so desperate for customers.

not that im a big qian jin or wat.
but given a better destination wif the same activities.
y not?!

yesh! real beach girl in me!
haha..



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:51 PM}


Wednesday, April 13, 2005
im just so sicked and tired of everything.
i wake up every afternoon,
thinking of how to spend the day.
then think of how to solve problems,
until i fall asleep in the dawn again.
tis is my daily routine.
when i go out, my mum nags.
when i stay at home, she nags even more.
i wanted to choose to go out often of cuz!
BUT i lack the money to do so.
Life is simply a torture.
i dun feel like slacking.
i dun feel like working.
i dun feel like waiting.
i want my happy days back!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:49 AM}


Thursday, April 07, 2005
i have finally reading a book.
it's spellbound by Jane Green.
i started reading it, not knowing what it was abt.
but as i read, well, maybe this is too much of a coincident.
it happen to provide a solution to my problem.
i noe.. i heard u guys sayin.. i linked it to my prob on my own cuz i was thinking so much abt e prob.
But NO!
im sure.. im stil clear-headed. i AM!
it's abt tis couple. Joe and Alice who had nth in common.
They were happily married for 5 yrs.
until the 6th yr. they finally divorced.
It's nt becuz they dun love each other anymore.
It's was becuz, Alice no longer wana b the wife Joe wanted her to be.
She dun wana be someone she isnt.
She dun wana be someone Joe expected her to be.
She wanted to be herself.
She wanted to be happy.
She realise that she was happier which another guy as they shared common interest.
conclusion:
it's nt all abt loving tt kips couple tgt.
it oso involve common interest.
and it applies to my situation.
it's nt jus abt liking each other.
it's sth more than tt.
it's sth we lack of.
n we jus cant bear to let it go.
well,
it's jus a book.
just another fictional story.



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:10 AM}


Wednesday, April 06, 2005
i found out sth.
u guys notice e horoscope tingy from friendster?
it's so dam accurate.

Cancer:
There's no easy way to solve this situation, especially since you're not seeing things quite as clearly as you might. Your heart is involved, and that's when things get tricky. All you can do is ask a dear one who tends to be objective for their take on the situation. And you can speak honestly. The good news is that once the nonsense is over, there could be some romance on the agenda.

so accurate.
too accurate.
tis is amazing.
tis is scary.

Yes.
i noe there's no solution.
it's not gonna be solved.
so i shudden care.
i shall just cast it all aside.

6 wks and 4 days left.



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:24 AM}


Sunday, April 03, 2005
im wrong.
im not as ok as i tot.
i nid time.
i nid to make more effort.
i ran awae again.
i hid myself again.
i shall nt appear.
til i tink im fine again.
msg to u
(though u wil nt see tis):
i tink i owe u an apology.
sorry.
i caused tis.
i shud b e one ending tis.
i shud b e one taking tis burden awae.
i will rmb e happy times we shared.
i wil forget e fact tt we once love each other.
wish u all e best!



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:40 PM}


Saturday, April 02, 2005
yeaps!
we went to sentosa ydae to celebrate siew's bdae!
FUN!
we were beach boys n girls!!
haha..
we went kayaking.. played volleyball and frisbee..
den we played in e water..
THANK YOU to those we threw me into the water!
nice gathering frens!
shall have more these!
HAPPie BirthdAe SieW!!!!
i gave up. i told him. i cried.
but im ok now.
im happy. :)
deni eunice n i went for dinner todaY.
guess what?
we walked all the way from CP to JALAN KAYU!
such an achievement!
*CHEers*
i jus love hanging out with my frens.
eating n toking tgt.
i love my frens and my dearie buddy!
lets b frens till eternity. :)
im ok my frens.
im fine.
im good.
im happy.
dun worry abt mi.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:54 PM}