crowned
Saturday, February 26, 2005
i DUN give a DAMN about ANYTHING.
im trying to like myself, trying to be who i am.
but the more i tried, the more i hate myself.
why am i so fake.
just who am i?
which is the real mi?
i just hate myself when i dun express how i feel.
i hate it whenever i fake a smile.
i hate it when im ignored.
i hate it when...
i hate myself so much.
i wish i may, i wish i might, i wish i will, be true to myself.
stay true.



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:40 AM}


Sunday, February 20, 2005
surprised by the no. of entry tis month?
im actually too bored as u can see from the last 2 entries.
yeah.. been writing the report since 3pm but well.. it's not going on that well..
im so busy and yet so free. just y isit so?
it's nt as if i dun haf reports and projects to rush, it's not i dun haf tutorials to do..
but i just cant b bothered with them till e last min i guessed..
n so here i am.. thinking.. thinking if ive been thinking too much lately.. or rather all my life.
yes, i do alot of thinking b4 i do sth, b4 i say sth.
But still, i do the wrong things, i say e wrong stuffs.
yeah.. it shud b, i alwaes make e wrong decision n not thinking too much..
oh well.. mayb both den!
so shud i just do thing on impulse?
enough of that!
i realised every1 has been feeling down lately.
have we all been influencing each other?
cheer up folks!
it's not the end of world.
i wana start a new phase of my life!
if i can do it, so can u!
lets al try tgt.
dump e bad memories all behind us.
it's a brand new day tml.
i hope i can do it!
ps: hu wana watch white noise n hide n seek with mi?



and she say GOODBYE..{/7:00 PM}


time to announce that my love is...................
CarOl!!!
hehe... sorry for deceiving u guys last night!!
i was just merely too bored..
GotchA!



and she say GOODBYE..{/5:29 PM}


oh man.. im so happie now. yesh! rite now..
at tis moment!!
Somebody loves mi afta all..
so sorry to kip u waiting.. u were alwaes there when i needed somebody.
thankyou for loving mi!

hOney!! i love u!! muAcks!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:58 AM}


Saturday, February 19, 2005
be it an accident or tt u did it on purpose.
i jus wana sae, im innocent.
Juz stop maligning mi.
but i still hope tt it was an accident (u owe mi an apology den)
so tt i can convince myself tt i was thinking too much.
i was thinking, maybe wat simin said was right.
mayb i did everyone wrong in my previous life,
n now, it's time for retribution.
time to pay back.
have been getting into troubles since young when i nv did anything wrong
or so i tot.
mayb i did them subconsciously?
well, mayb.
i wish that all these will go away. forever.
can anyone just tell me anything that u dislike abt mi? juz tag mi as anonymous.



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:10 AM}


Friday, February 18, 2005
sunshine after the rain i hope.
shall cover my ears a lil,
close one eye,
drill a hole at my skull ( so tt i can 4get easily),
open my heart alil,
and
be more forgiving.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:20 AM}


Thursday, February 17, 2005
Before i forget, thAnk you all for e companies on vdae..
n of cuz e lovely prezzies!
Hope u din get e packet of cookies with all e chao tas.
and now, for those tt upset me. it's not that i dun wana let go. i did. but it's haunting mi.
jus wat do u wan? i dun nid ppl to label mi with ugly names..
i DUN nid. u've got mi wrong, SO wrong!
n tat's very sinful for ur information.
hmm, dun be guilty to let mi noe, my dear frenzies. im glad u told mi.
yes i am.
mayb i should just reflect on what i did.
but still, i tink tt i did nth wrong. tell mi, am i wrong?
i really wasnt trying to change anything it was just enlightenment actually.
or mayb i shudden take it to heart.
was jus purely a comment.
yeap.
a comment meant no harm i guess..



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:58 AM}


Monday, February 14, 2005
oh well.. i din actually wana post anything.
BUT! after reading nise's n rina's entry on ton-ing over.. im gonna defence myself!
#1) how am i suppose to haf enuff bed for u guyz... i provided u all quilts leh.. n i slept on it with u guyz.. i din slp on my bed! got air con somemore..
#2) obviously nt enuff chopsticks ma.. my hse onli haf 4mouths excluding my doggy.. n my mum cooked nice stuffs for u guyz.. n u all din appreciate!! haha..
#3) no bread onli wat.. u r suppose to bring sth to my hse since u r guests.. haha.. n my papa gif u big angpaos hor..!!
#4) WE R going to ur hse, rina!!
n yes..!! there are chao tas cookies... nt my fault r.. so.. if any1 of u got them.. blame it on........... ur luck!!
and yah.. happy new year... happy vdae!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:04 AM}


Thursday, February 10, 2005
i seriously think tat i've changed.
for the better or for the worse?
u tell me!
anw, happie new year. yeah.. i mean HAPPY.



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:29 AM}


Thursday, February 03, 2005
1st n foremost.. i wUd like to thank YOU so much.. for COMPLIMENTING that my head is EMPTY!
yEs! i took that as a compliment.. well, at least they wasnt filled with dirty stuffs like urs..
shan elaborate much on it as i guess lotsa ppl wud haf noe wat happened by now..
YES again! all thanks to my BIG, HUGE, ENORMOUS mouth.
for ur info, i did all thoSe on purpose.
call me EVIL n i dun care AT ALL!
like u say, losing a fren is nth. yeap. nth. BUT, tt applies to ppl like u ONLY.
i dun care how nice u tried to be though we used to be on the same boat.
but they r nth now.. woOoSh.
I FORGOT EVERYTHING!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:01 AM}