Yeahs friends, lets all cheer! I'm finally finally going to get my new handphone. Sorry siew, I'm getting it first! Haha. We have been aiming that for months! Our dearest gold-ly bling bling phone!

I had been going for shopping sprees! OMG! Goodbye money! Hong, you are supposed to stop me from spending money!! Where are you?? hehe. We'll gonna see each other on wed! Rmb not thur!! haha. Angel, when are you coming back??

I spent so long and after much consideration and hesitation, I finally decided on something, something that I wanted to do so much at that point in time. But it failed me. There just wasn't any chance. Twice. I gave up and I'm sorry. Let's all wait for the next time that I will have the urge and impulse to do something of the impossible.

Maybe it's fated. Haha. Maybe it's trying to tell me to reconsider, for the consequences that I may have to bear.
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Flaws. I guess everyone has them. But are we suppose to live with them? Or rather to change them? It's very weird when you noticed that in someone so dear to you. Should I tell you to change? Would you want me to tell you? Or it is my fault? Maybe I'm the only person who think that that is a flaw. A problem. Something that I dislike. I should not pin-point mistakes. Stop behaving like a bitch, Jing. Argh! I want to scream.

Hurray! Exams are finally over, maybe not, there's still the supp papers. They are really tortures to us man! Imagine not sleeping well for 2 weeks. Busy studying overnights during the study week, and sleeping a mere few hours during exam week. I'm so dead! I spent so much energy, so little rest, I hope some calories were burnt. (yah I wish!) I rather spent those energy running a marathon! At least I'll be healthy and not experience outbreaks of pimples and DARK, DARK eye rings. Time to recuperate and lock myself up for some days.


I know that there's a you out there. I just want to say, that we are 2 parallel lines that will never meet. We shall not interfere or even try to with each other's life. I'm not and so I hope you're not as well. Have some confidence in yourself. I am not hindering you. Let me repeat, I AM NOT! Spend your time doing something more meaningful. Stay out from my life and my affairs. You may think that I'm thinking too much here all because I don't mean what I said. But I do. Read twice, to assure if this message is meant for you.


Some of us are just plain insensitive. But some are just over sensitive. God is never fair, nothing is fair in this universe. We don't share the same amount of sensitivity and so we can't blame anyone. Life goes on, the way the world revolves, the way the sun rises. Everyone of us is so minute that we will not cause a change to the world. So why let this little, little things in life affects us? What we are to the universe is what the problem is to us.

Okay, it seemed like everyone is blogging about their exam papers. I shall do it so as not to be so obiang and kuku. Haha. Now where's the link? Fine I just want to brag that I've only ONE paper left! To dearest charlene and aug, awww when's your first paper? Oops!

So I think accounting was alright, FBO and MICE was PURE SHIT. Whatever I studied DID NOT come out. It was like as good as not studying. What a waste of my time. But I learnt my lesson and studied like everything for FM. And I seemed to know how to answer the questions but not exactly. I only managed to remember half of everything and took only an hour to complete.

GOOD luck for Lodging tmr. No Supp paper for FBO and MICE pleaseeeeeeeee!!!!

I'm horrified. There are so many disgusting characters in the world. No, just Singapore, it's bad enough. One of the most recent one, 'Hercules'. Ok, I don't really know 'Hercules' and I never speak to 'Hercules' but well, maybe you think too highly of yourself. Maybe you don't see your faults. That's a very common mistake. Of course, there are many more people like that, some are just inappropriate to mention.

Disgust me.

In another few hours, we will commence the start of our exams. That 4 days, that 10 hours of papers, we spent like the whole week to revise. Are they worthwhile? Hang on people, pull it through and we are gonna party like there's no tmr.

I just suck completely at studying. I can't get my butt to stick onto the chair for more than 10 minutes do just studying. Every 10 minutes or so, I will just find an excuse to get off, be it just to walk around and EVEN TO OFFER help to my Mum with cooking. That is so not me. I'm starting to worry about my grades- my GPA. Even though I know they were improving every semester but it's all because they can't get any lower. I have a whole lot of rooms for improvement, that is.

I'm totally disgusted with what I had heard awhile ago, in the wee hours. Weird that I was informed at such hours, but well, I was still fully awake and so it doesn't matter. If that is not KPO, I don't know what that is. Haha. That was so surprisingly disgusting. I'm amazed. WOW! Applause for you! :) But I feel sad for the other party. (no, not you, don't think that I'm refering to you. haha.)

Look at the time! 11 plus a.m. Mind you, it's in the morning!!!! I awake at this time despite sleeping like 5 a.m. No, I wasn't revising my work. Time to plan my Post-exam craze. I need a job right after the exams. I need the cash! I need to save for my holidays.

I just feel like gorging my eyes out and chopping my hands and legs off, so that I can STOP shopping and STOP adding items onto my shopping list. At this rate, the list is never going to end. NEVER. Those tops, bottoms, wallet, bags and shoes, my holiday getaways! I need like perhaps a million dollars. Maybe more, since my shopping list will not end in my lifetime. My endless wants. That's very bad, REAL bad. I don't have a job. I need one BADLY!!! Pls pls pls recommend any good jobs! I won't spend anymore money!!!

And did I mention about my ah n** phobia? Will all ah n**s just STAY AWAY from me. I mean really FARAWAY! Don't flood the whole MRT cabin and attack me. Don't give me anymore prank calls. Don't walk towards my direction reaching your hands out. The next time round I will NOT just push you away, I swear I will break your knuckles and sprain your hands. But of course, I hope there's NO next time. SCRAM AND GET OUTTA MY SIGHT!!!

I am so sicked and tired of everything again.

Go away. Don't haunt me.

I won't let this affect me.

Never.