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Monday, January 29, 2007
Life is short.
Life is fragile, isn't it?
*****

Internship is OVER. Internship is now a past tense.
Bittersweet.
Bitter because I miss working with my dearest GB (Farissa, Li Hiang and Cynthia), Weiting and Cindy. This process would not be the same without them. They are why I looked forward to work everyday.
Sweet because, hell is finally over. I always say internship is a waste of my time, a waste of my youth. I do nothing, free & easy. Brain dead for that 20 weeks.

Now I feel uneasy not going to the airport. Not seeing my friends there everyday.
Farissa, my most compatible partner. Filled with shits & laughters, never failed to brighten our days. Although we always say mean things to each other, but that was all jokes.

Li Hiang, we crowned her our team leader of every month though we were supposed to take turns to be leader. Always laughing at my stupid jokes. Whenever she's on MC, we create havoc.

Cynthia, our nutritionist. Bringing us food and fruits throughout the internship, making sure we dun eat too much fast food- which she kinda failed. Cuz we all gained weight.

Cindy and Weiting, not part of our team, but I always looked forward working with every 4 days. Running after the bus together after work and endless gossiping sessions.

So much memories. We even had a celebration on the last day. Some seniors were nice enough to buy us food. :)

Pictures up soon.

I'm still traumatized.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:51 AM}


Tuesday, January 23, 2007
International Cuisines.
Monday- Japanese
Tuesday- Hong Kong
Wednesday- Italian
Thursday- Thai
Friday- Italian again!

Talk about losing weight...



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:23 AM}


Sunday, January 21, 2007
You know what?!

I WENT JOGGING JUST NOW!

:)

Quit raining so I can exercise more!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:52 AM}


Friday, January 19, 2007
somehow, i feel that all the care and concerns were superficial.

will someone knock some sense into both you and i.


6 more working days.


i just want to lie down on the beach,
and look at the sky,
the sky which look as though someone
had spilled glitters on.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:56 AM}


Sunday, January 14, 2007
只剩下九天哟!
Yeap! 9 working days!
I'm still wondering if I would miss it here.
I will probably miss shopping!

9 days and yet we are still rushing their project.
Oh god! It's like an admin job for the time being.

2 weeks to the submission of portfolio! I'm gonna finish it in a week I hope!

I want to get another puppy.



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:37 AM}


Sunday, January 07, 2007
I must have been a very bad person, a very bad friend.
So much so that these are all my retributions.
No one to talk to.
No one to eat with.
No one to have fun with.

Nobody wants to listen to my rantings.
Nobody wants to have a meal with me.
Nobody wants to go out with me.

I know I've been weird lately.

Maybe I scare you all away.

On the contrary, I said many times I wanted this peace.

How ironic can I be?


Happiest moments are always short- maybe because it's easier to rmb.
Somehow, we like to rmb the long stories. The longer, the better.


Why didn't mum notice my 60 bucks hair cut. Because she didn't care enough.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:55 AM}


Saturday, January 06, 2007
FUCK & SCREW
everyone upside down.
(everyone meaning those who pissed me off within this 24hour)

TELL ME IS THERE ANY REASON NOT TO BE ANGRY?

What if I was alone? Would the same thing happen? Why is it that it happens and happens again? I tried to be understanding, I tried to ignore, I tried to get used to it. It's not there anymore.

Why does it always has to be in YOUR way? You don't buy those appliances, YOU don't even pay the bills. Why must we always listen to you? Why must we deprive ourselves from what we want JUST BECAUSE IT ISN'T WHAT YOU WANT? WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH?

WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS STUPID WORLD SO FUGLY SELFISH & INCONSIDERATE? DOES IT TAKE AWAY A DAY OF YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU PUT YOURSELF IN SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOE?

WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I ALWAYS TO BE GIVING IN, BE AT THE LOSING END? I KNOW GOD AINT FAIR & NOTHING IS FAIR BUT I DONT KNOW THAT GOD COULD BE SO BLIND AND UNKIND TO PUT ME THRU ALL THE SHITS MY ENTIRE LIFE ( 19 yrs of my life to be exact and i truly hope it ends HERE, NOW!).

WHEN I SAY GOD, I MEAN THE UNIVERSAL GOD. BE IT JESUS, BUDDHAH, GODDESS OF MERCY, ALLAH. WHATEVER.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:48 PM}