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Friday, June 29, 2007
for my reference yet again

freaking surgery at cgh today.
waited from 1230 to 1700hr and the surgery is only for like 30mins.
sucha waste of my time.

the stupid dressing is alr half filled with blood.

I didnt get to see what they had removed, neither do i know how many stitches i had. I shall find out tmrw when i change the dressing at the polyclinic. dreads, more waiting time again!!

stitches only to be removed on 9th july and so im gg to spend my birthday with me stitches. how sweet.



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:26 AM}


Thursday, June 28, 2007
OMG!
The freaking surgery is gonna be in like WHAT? 12 HOURS!
God bless.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:05 AM}


Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Where's the balance?
What is it and how do i achieve it?
How do you even rate it?



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:38 PM}


Friday, June 22, 2007
A cousin of mine sent me this email on horoscope. Okay I know this whatcha going to say,
so was I, procrastinating whether to read it or not. Anyway, it says very true and accurate
as the email subject.

Haha. Oh well, the thing is, I find it accurate too!
Lemme show you, kinda long though. You may skip it, but the point here is it's quite accurate.

.......................................
CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, shy and polite trembling
to be near you. Second, attach to you like glue and trying to be with you
all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every
lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case,
you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she
will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been
influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if
you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept
her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be
funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people
may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She
loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will
not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help
you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes
will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also
influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating
woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough,
not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring
her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old
or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a
way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one
with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget
it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue
with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her
tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

I'm not sure about this but I hate kids for the time being.
She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the
way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is
your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in
law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women,
but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and
disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K.
This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She
can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with
no Love. AND SO I NEED A JOB!



and she say GOODBYE..{/5:52 PM}


Tuesday, June 19, 2007
after recovering for slightly more than a month, i am sick again!
get well soon!



and she say GOODBYE..{/4:42 PM}


Sunday, June 17, 2007
sometimes i just dont get it.
i know there are millions and millions of stuff that i dont understand, but this is different.
maybe i'm oversensitive.
or maybe u're insensitive.
i hope it's the former.
at least i know where the problem is.
and it's always with me.

10 more days.

anyway, i forgot to declare that my friendship with larrina is O-V-E-R!
reason being she refuse to give me one of her kidney when mine failed.
Haha.
I shall take care of my kidneys from now on.

and i nearly got hit by a car yday. twice, on the same road.
am i tt invisible?



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:16 AM}


Saturday, June 16, 2007
great minds think alike.

but only i know!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:36 AM}


Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Pics i failed to post when my internet was down.

Deni! i cant stop laughing at these 2 photos.
Trying some camera trick with another camera.


Wei's belated birthday celebration.



CCN day 2007

Last meal at Mensa 2. Favourite Chicken Chop.


they owned the 'brothers shoes'

zx's classic pose.

zoom zoom zoom!

xi nu ai le.

we r rich people!




we got high on caffeine.



and she say GOODBYE..{/4:42 PM}


Monday, June 11, 2007
Dedication
To you.
I'm happy!
:)


I'm actually blessed with so many lovely people around me. My parents, my sister, my flowers, you know who you are.

Thank you all for still being here, through all my ups and downs. Here, putting through all my nonsenses and rubbishs. My stubborness, my weird temper, my everything.

Especially to aug, deni, lin and saimin for being on 24/7 availability for me. god bless your ears.


i heart all of you, you, you, you, you, yous and you!



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:48 AM}


Sunday, June 10, 2007
in the race of my life,
there's too many hurdles to overcome.
where is the finishing line?

when can i bid goodbyes. i loathe eternity.



Happy 20th Birthday SaiMin!!
i love you!!



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:59 AM}


Saturday, June 09, 2007
my brain juices are depleting, in short, im this close to being retarded.
hardly use my brain due to my laziness and partly because there aint any reason to do so.
i cant even be bothered to read a book, nor a magazine, much less the newspaper. let alone watching videos online, even the tv as well.
perhaps like where to shop and what to do for the day, the week, the month, the year, my life.
everyday is so mundane, and there's only one problem for me to ponder on.
i cant even see myself doing anything in 5 years' time. so much plans, too much restrictions as well.

all i want is just a carefree life, i dont want all these unseen burdens.



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:14 AM}


Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i'm in a period of endless probation.
no matter how much effort i put in, it's still the same.

we went to the zoo the other day, like finally.
wasnt in the best of weather, but we had fun in the rain too.


we are 'at' the zoo zoo zoo, how abt you you you?

aint he jus cute? pls dont grow up like clif. haha.

a very lame caption that says, 'hello, im in aussie'



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:33 AM}


Friday, June 01, 2007
I forgot to share the joy of having my internet back!
11 days!! do you know how difficult it was to survive 11 days without the cyber world? just what had technology done to me!!

so it was days of going out and not staying at home= spending money= totally broke.

ive got lots of photos to share though.

we were suppose to have a gathering with angel and hong today.

which was kinda of expected that angel did not turn up in the end. HONG I WON THE BET!!

We had dinner here.









the starter- jumbo combo 15bucks.

hip rooster, price forgotten.

hip sausage combo, 11.90

I think the food was quite nice, great service!

Afterwhich a few of us joined the guys for supper at chompchomp, alvin's treat.
I came home and further indulged on satays and a KFC burger. goodness gracious, i need a healthy diet.



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:37 AM}