I am very amazed by the amount of tears I have.

I cried myself to sleep last night.
I woke up crying again.
I cried on the journey to work at the airport.
I cried infront of my in-charge.
I cried on my way back home.

It was a tough day. Or rather 2 days. Dark clouds above me.
I hate to smile and act happy while I work when I'm already in such a foul mood.
And seeing the numerous bitches at work isn't making things any better.

FUCK OFF!
IF YOU THINK SEEING ME MISERABLE MAKES YOU HAPPY.

Sinful sinful.
Went out for supper after work last night with my dearest team mates.
Figured our way to East Coast Park.
Ordered food like mad.
Crayfish, Sotong, Stingray, Laksa, Fried Oyster Egg, Satays, not forgetting the Sugar Cane with Sour Plum Juice.
We shall make this a monthly thing.
Whenever it's time to do our e-journal, it's time for sinful supper.
:)

Ignorance is bliss.
So just be glad that there are things that you dont know.
Don't try too hard, don't be too stubborn.

I simply just hate the way you do things.



Happy 19th Birthday ANGEL!

LAlalalalalallala.
I enjoyed working today! Super duper nice people around, hhow often do we get this?
Hehe.
I really really can't STOP EATING at the airport.
I CAN'T STOP expanding.
AND it is proven that,
I've got SPLIT personality.
How cool is that?
:)

The haze is irritating my nose. Please spare my button nose.

What is happening to the world?

What is happening to everyone?

My mood plunged to the underground out of a sudden when I was working just now. Now tell me why. It was so bad that I requested Farissa to cheer me up. Oh well, she made it worse by telling me ultra lame jokes. Nice try but do not try it again. Haha.
I noticed everyone's slimming down, except for us, those at the airport. We are growing sideways or is it just me?

Anw, I blamed Friday the 13 for my bad mood. 13 would also mean that we had all SURVIVED a month of SIP! How great is that. Work is fun, know why? Because they introduce more rules daily- what we are suppose to do/ not suppose to do. It's not like we will be that obedient to follow. :)

We are being watched.

From next week on, I will be really busy. I want to catch a few movies though.

See you all after 26th Jan!

As I was telling aug and deni,
I want to go to my heaven.
My heaven is, the insitute of mental health.
A room to myself.
Peaceful, Comfy and Cool!

Well well, finally got to do some shopping and spend money, not that I've got money to spend. Pre-spent my pay and my pay is not even here yet! Today was a die-die must buy something shopping trip to town. In the end, I bought 3 items, 1 which was redundant. Bah.

Btw, I lost count on the number of days left to the end of SIP. Not that I don't enjoy it, it's just that I miss wearing nice clothes other than black top and bottom. I felt as though I was quarantined inside the airport and lost track of whats happening out there. Too contained in that nice lil airport of singapore. I opened my wardrobe noticing that there was nothing decent to wear and felt if I was a kampong girl at town.

Look at how hazy Singapore has become. Hope my asthma doesnt comes back and the weather is irritating my eyes.

I simply love the peace I get during SIP. All that I had to care was SIP and nothing else. This is what I've been yearning for, to do things one at a time. Sometimes we expect too much and we forgot that it's just our expectations, NOT reality. When you dont get what you expect, you only make yourself feel bad. In order to keep the level of disappointment down, I stop trying, I stop hoping, I stop expecting. I don't want to be the one who takes initiative, plan step by step and hope to get what I expect for. I just want to sit back and relax.

I made alil wish last night. It did not come true, neither did I expect it to. But still, I'm so affected by it. Make my wish come true, just in my dreams, please.

My whole family except my dad fell sick.
All got food poisoned.
It's so funny to see dad taking care of everyone.

Vomitted countless times. Aching all over. I'd rather have diarrhoea.
I hate vomitting!!

Happy children's day!