crowned

♥Monday, May 30, 2005

i'm GOOD!

i hope.
i think.
i feel.

i hate school.
i hate the campus.
i'm going to hate sentosa real soon.
i want meet some new people.
i need to get a LIFE!

and she say GOODBYE..{/1:10 AM}

♥Thursday, May 26, 2005

i feel so fake.
was all pretence.
i nid a break.
i nid to breakdown and cry my lungs out.
till den,
i hope i can walk thru e storm
and
enjoy the sun.

and she say GOODBYE..{/12:05 AM}

♥Monday, May 23, 2005

all good things come to an end.
wrong.
everything come to an end.
yeaps.
that's the end.
wasted more than 6years on it.
it ended.

shud be glad though,
it mean that sufferings n tortures had ended too.
so are my tears.

you go your way,
i go mine.

and she say GOODBYE..{/2:32 AM}

♥Sunday, May 22, 2005

I think i need a change.
From top to toe.
In and Out.

First and foremost,
a new haircut.
new style.
new colour.
i hope.

gonna waste some money again..

and she say GOODBYE..{/2:45 AM}

♥Saturday, May 21, 2005

You messed up my life and torn me apart.
Well Done.
**********

Sometimes i just feel so insignificant.
oh wells, correction..
most of the time.
that no1 will notice if im gone..
disappear.. MIA.. WOsh!
or even bother about me.

no! it's not that i need attention.
it's not that im an attention seeker.
but i need ppl to acknowledge my presence.

i need to feel that im stil alive.
**********

in some situations,
it's not that i cant be bothered.
i'm just being passive again.
that's me.
i guess it cant be change.
**********

and she say GOODBYE..{/11:54 PM}

♥Tuesday, May 17, 2005

maybe it was jus a rumour.
maybe we haf all wronged u.
but still, its sth i know tt will happen one day.
and e day is nearing.
with everyone's consoling n a woman's 6th sense,
i jollywell noe that.

it's sth we all noe right from the start.
u're alwaes in the win-win situation.
n i'm alwaes at e losing end.
no pt blaming anyone now.
it's getting us nowhere.
yes. i knew it right from the start.
but it was you, hu gave me hope to choose nt to believe it.
we shud jus stop deceiving ourselves..
and each other.
it's jus so ptless to carry on.

from now on,
i will not care.
i will not bother.
i will not give a dam abt it.
i will not be sad.
i will not shed any tears.

i think we will nt even be friends.
u n i both noe its impossible.

even though i haf totally no idea on how am i going to carry on right now,
i will try as much as i could.
i will get all e strength i can get to carry on!
Life is beautiful..

and she say GOODBYE..{/11:10 AM}

♥Saturday, May 14, 2005

BASTARD!

I HATE U

I'M NV GOING TO FORGIVE U!

and she say GOODBYE..{/7:38 PM}

♥Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Time to blog!

shall make it a pt to blog like once a wk..?

hope i can do it!

have been restless all tis while..

this is the most dreadful holiday EVER.

not only im bored,

im jobless,

im broke,

im feeling down.

AND almost everyone is feeling down.

THIS IS REAL BAD.

cus no one will be there to cheer each other up.

and we'll never get better.

im serious.

it seemed like e lil devil in us are all out.

feeding us wif evil thots.

I'm getting into troubles...

all thanks to u! Lil devil..

Not just that.

there is jus this feeling of emptiness.

like.. no1 will be there for u.

watever prob u face, u haf to deal on ur own.

no1 to share ur worries.

no1 to share ur joys either..

hmm.. not much joy to share too!

stucked at home all the time.

everyone's busy.

impossible for me to get out alone.

nowhere to go.

no money to spend.

i hate loneliness.

i can just simply stay at home

and

talk to my dog.

that's practically wat i do everyday.

POOR CREAMY!

and she say GOODBYE..{/1:34 AM}