crowned
Monday, November 28, 2005
works are piling up like a mountain!
i'm gonna do them,
i'm gonna do them,
i'm gonna do them!!!
i swear!

Fac Mgt individual assignment.
Creative writing journal entries.
Lodging PBL.
Culi Sci proj.
I cant recall,
i dont wana recall!

the only thing that i'm glad about
is that i finally bought my pair of papillio!
not exactly what i wan,
but i like it anw!



and she say GOODBYE..{/10:56 AM}


Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Depressed is my default setting.

Can someone edit and save changes?



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:26 AM}


Tuesday, November 22, 2005
I finally watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
I wont say it's really scary nor terrifying.
But it's a true story that will send shivers down your spine.
I chose not to believe!
Thanks to so many of you who watched it with me.
rina, deni, aug, lin, clif and zx.
and the ever so sinful meal at cafe cartel to satisfy zx's crave.
Loads of fun.
:)

I guessed I'm really wrong.
So darn wrong.
It's time I wake up!
Why would I ever let this trouble me?!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:45 AM}


Sunday, November 20, 2005
My series of event for the past days.
They seriously suck to the core.

FRIDAY.
I skipped culi lect as usual.
(well, just 2 out 2 lectures)
Turned up for CW though.
ARGH! I just hate it.
Fancy asking us to write stories in less than 20 mins.
I need 20 days!
I'm glad that I wasnt asked to read my story (paragraph, tt is) to the class.
anw, that freaking 3hours seemed short to me.
*phew

Went to work.
Something bad happened.
Some guy actually guessed that I was 25?!
SHIT U!
YOU MUST A CENTURY YRS OLD!
TOO OLD TO SEE.
I can help to gorge your eyes out and clean em' with DETTOL.
ok, Im overeacting.

I dont get what you mean.

SATURDAY.
Went feasting with mum.
Shopped alil.
Then it was work again.
I just cant find any word to describe how unlucky I can get.
Runner with Sam.
RUNNER, yes. For the countless times.
The ovens died on us.
So no ovenbake, no pizza, no toast, blah blah since last night.
Should haf mention this under Friday.
And so,
Orders for cold kitchen was flowing in endlessly since 7pm to close to 1am.
I was stressed out!
No mugs, no da xiang bei, no spoons, no whatever.
Like it's our fault?!
Cant you see that I'm trying my best to look for them.
And if I failed it's not my fault ok?!
Spilled the hot tea on myself and I broke down.
I could haf hide in the toilet for zillion years but I didnt.
That will be as good as leaving Sam to die.
Anw, I was fine like within minutes.
Applause pls!

I am suppose to thank Lala and Lin in the public.
THANKS FOR THE DONUT AND BACARDI BREEZER!
Perks me alil more.
:)

TODAY.
Nothing much.
Stayed at home to complete my quiz, assignments, blahs..
Dinner with Min.
Was updating myself with the current affairs (gossips lah).
Stalking to be exact.
haha.
I need some improvement lah!

Maybe I was wrong.
I'm too busy for anything now.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:07 PM}


Thursday, November 17, 2005
OMG!
Culi practical in less than 12 hours.
I'm not anticipating AT ALL.
Thinking of all the stuff that I have to bring to school,
(plus work after that, another set of uniform).
I'm dreading already!
Fancy changing 3sets of clothes liddat.
I feel like superwoman.
Get me a telephone booth!
Hahs.. Pls Laugh.

Oh and Friday is approaching.
Damn. Creative writing.
So many things to do,
but I'm not going to do it.
I dont have the time.
Sorry dada and jan.
*****

Finally watched Just Like Heaven.
Nice! :)
I'm coming Emily Rose!
*****

I'm depressed again.
Like since when I'm not.
duhs
Maybe it's just the thursday and friday phobia.
Maybe it's the SCHOOL phobia.
Oh whatever!
One thing for sure.
I hate this semester more than anything else.
*****

you got me puzzled.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:46 AM}


Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I'm a Survivor!
I actually survived 8 hours of school today.
Worked last night and reached home damn late.
Slept at 3am n wokeup at 7am.
No joke.
Was practically slping thru the 2 lectures.
Woke up and caught the lecturers staring at me.
Oops!
It's tough being a full time student with a part time job k?
Especially when your school is on another island of Singapore.
Island life, hate it.

I loved working last night.
Though i dread to be the runner
but it was fun!
Absolutely fun when demon123 was in a GOOD mood.
I mean REAL GOOD!
And so,
I gotta help her to work on thu.
Sorry guys, no movies.
Organiser Jing here with my deepest apology.

Have I mentioned how much i hate creative writing?
I swear this is the most stressful module.
YES I SWEAR!
I'm not creative and I aint a writer.
See for yourself!
*****

Eyes infected again.
DUH!
*****

Does anyone reflect on your own actions
ever?
Does anyone ever ever discover your own bad points?
Or do you have to wait for someone to
point it out?
Spare some thoughts for the others,
before you think about yourself.
Be gracious,
not selfish.



and she say GOODBYE..{/6:35 PM}


Saturday, November 12, 2005
It is so depressing to know that you are abandoned.
Simply by everyone even your own mum and dad.

No one is picking your phone calls
or sms-es.

It makes me wonder that my hp is spoilt.
To the extend that I will on and off my hp.
Send msg to myself to check if it's working.
Call myself as well.

I know I sound pathetic.
But I am.
I cant help it.

I feel like a Bitch.
The kind that you stick to someone,
and that someone just cant wait to shake you off.

whatever...



and she say GOODBYE..{/4:19 PM}


Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Correction.

Let's catch
Just Like heaven
and
The exorcism of Emily Rose!



and she say GOODBYE..{/4:48 PM}


Oh man!
Just what's wrong with me?!
I think i'm mad.
I'm driving myself crazy!

Save me somebody,
SAVE ME!



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:36 AM}


Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Here I am in school again!
From now on,
I'll be bloggin in the afternoon,
no more midnights...
So Sad!
reason being,
school is boring
and i'll finally be slping at night (well, like 4am?)

I'm so sad today!
Sai min knows why.
Dont u ask me why.
Aint gonna tell u! :P

I shall continue to mourn..

Gonna catch a movie with lala and saimin in an hour' time.
All abt love!
Shall cry..
*****

Back!
The story was touching..
but i was laughing more than crying..
that's just me.
i tend to look at the other stuff other than the characters
when watching shows.
and i will always find things that are amusing to me.

Next show to catch:
Just like heaven!



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:48 PM}


Monday, November 07, 2005
Currently in the TAS resource centre
using this bloody slow computer!
Finally back at Sentosa!
I must say, i notice i din miss this place the slightest bit at all.
Everything is almost the same except those that rina just mentioned.
And
I must clarify that I dont like the 2nd lecturer!
Ok.. he's abit funny and cute...
but abit old.. exaggerating..
Well,
not that i dont like him actually,
the 1st one is better k?!
I'm so so so tired cannn?
Slept at around 5am and fancy waking up at 7am.
Do you think that is enough?!
My eye is sore since last night.
I need some sleep badly!
but apparently,
I'm not gonna get what i want.
I'm working later!
Gonna be like a dead man walking.
*prays that i will not be the runner tonight.
Finally adding alil joy to my life!



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:28 AM}


Saturday, November 05, 2005
It doesnt matter who starts the race first
but
who finishes it first.
*****

I'm so sad.
I cant find size s for my jacket.
So now i cant buy anything that i want
cuz my size is unavailable!



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:48 PM}


Thursday, November 03, 2005
oh well.
i shldnt have said that work was fun.
it was bad tonight.
got screamed at for nothing.
shit u!

but,
i've got over it.
no big deal.
i vented my anger already.

yesh zhen!
i lost freaking 2kg.
not becuz of the trip..
it's becuz of work, i reckoned.

i'm losing my appetite.
the moment i eat,
i feel like vomitting.
Save me!

i need to talk to someone badly!
can someone just call me?
esp u! low si min!
i'm waiting for u!
aint i supposed to be your part time?



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:00 AM}


Tuesday, November 01, 2005
I cant believe I'm actually beginning to like working.
Hmmm, since last week I guess.

Was the runner (again) last nite.
I was sosososoososso tired after like only
an hour of work.
Working alone was not as bad as I thot.
Kinda like no difference at all.
hehe.
Was crapping all along with my colleagues.
:)

Same for today!
wasnt as busy, but it was fun!

Pay day is coming!!!!
I can finally grab my adidas jacket


Longing for it for wks!
Gonna get it before adidas freak wai leng lay her hands on it!

Deni told me birkenstock doesnt have our shoe size.
Goodbye Birk!
I'm gonna cry and moan.



and she say GOODBYE..{/3:05 AM}