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Sunday, July 31, 2005
Hypocrite.
i apologise for being one at times.
i do feel guilty.
but well,
im born-to-be mean anw.
It doesnt pay to be kind.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:22 PM}


Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Finally for like months,
i've got a job!
yeahs! all thanks to edith. hehe.
i hope i'll stay there long enough to save for my overseas trip
this coming hols.
and well, enough to buy all those stuff on my shopping list.

i went splurging today!
spent more than 100 bucks on my suit.
y did i ever buy them?

got my eyes fixed on that pair of birkenstock.
diedie will buy when i get my pay!
tts.. more than a mth away.
happy waiting den.

my nose is bleeding again.
for countless times.
jus wat is wrong?
retribution for not taking med i think.

i hope this 2 wks will past real soon!
*prays*



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:31 PM}


Oh great!
Case Study 2- check!
Applied research lab test- check!

But still,
there's so much left!
MAY GOD bless me!



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:57 AM}


Saturday, July 23, 2005
My Boring Life
that only revolves around
projects,
tests

and
assignments..




and she say GOODBYE..{/5:49 PM}


Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Sometimes i act dumb.
sometimes i act blur.
There are times i act deaf.
there are times i act blind.
it's not that i like pretence,
but i just dun wana make things complicated.
this doesnt mean that you people can take that for granted.
there will be a time when i will flare up.
it's just not time yet.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:52 PM}


oh well!
i'm alil happier.
i finally have time to blog!!

BESE presentation. CHECK!
i think i din screw up.
*cheers*
Research findings. CHECK!
though tis proj is yet to be done.
more to come..
service project
proficiency test
CRS proj
case study 2
applied research proj
applied research quiz
and lastly,
service reflection.
i hope i din miss anything out.
oh man, look at that list!
more slpless nights ahead.
KILL ME pls.

somemore things to be happy abt.
i finally bot my brand new lappie!
HURRAY!
and,
sebastian rock my world.
wahahahhaha.

oh yah. i took a mc ydae!
it's been sucha long time since i last took a mc..
e last was... during the SARS period?
haha.
i can recall how worried ppl ard me were, thinking that ive gt SARS.
hehe.

off to do tut..



and she say GOODBYE..{/10:54 PM}


Saturday, July 16, 2005
PROJECTS stinks like hell.
especially doing research with this BLOODY, FREAKY computer of mine.
i feel like smashing you up.
i spent so much time doing,
and im not even halfway done.
i dun even noe what im doing
or even that im on the right track.

This is sucha a waste of my time.
im deprived of sleep!
i NEED to sleep BADLY!

The thots of all these researches is driving me nuts.
that i'll cry.
and bang my head against the wall.
im NOT KIDDING.
it happened.

GO TO HELL will u?



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:42 AM}


Thursday, July 14, 2005
Tell me why is everyone so timid nowadays?
You give them alil BOO!
and in a wink of an eye,
they are outta sight.

GONE GONE GONE.
Gone were the days that we all had fun tgt.
We are all leading our hectic lives.
BUt hEY! we still need to GET A LIFE!
OK?!


im so sick and tired of what im doing everyday.
it's like a routine.
HARLOW?
im a human being k? nt a robot!!!!!
will someone brighten up my day?
how about everyday?

Life is different now.
Everything had changed.
For the better or worse?
nobody noes.

Maybe we should treasure the present.
Not matter how tough life is now,
it may still be better than future.
For we will never noe till then.

am i uttering rubbish?
ignore me then.
im just in the midst of doing all those bloody assignments.
trying to wake myself up by doing sth else like blogging.
not much of use anyway.

shoo projects!
im stressed by all these SHIT!
giving me slpless nights.
GET LOST will u?



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:25 AM}


excuse me?!
did you say it's the term break?
dun kid with me.

tis week is practically driving me crazy!
projects and projects.
assignments and assignments.
i dun even get enough time to sleep!

ewe.
they are so yucky!
get outta my sight!
**********

well well,
AT LEAST i went tanning and kbopx-ing today!
im tanned.
not very tanned though.
more to come!
kbox?
ewe. (again)
spoilt by that retarded-looking 'korkor'.
he scare-d us outta our wits!!!
deni lala rina n i.
we'll scream at the sight of him!
he's so eerie?
fancy asking for our email adds?
HARLOW?
uncle?! u use MSN r?!
thats so funny!
n dressed in PINK after work?!
OMG!
guys, dun go to the kbox at hougang k?
we're never gonna go back there, ever again!



and she say GOODBYE..{/12:02 AM}


Saturday, July 09, 2005
i'm disgusted by that THING which gave birth to me.
VERY DISGUSTED.
to the fact that i spent 18 years of my life with u.
Dun you worry.
i'm never gotta take a single cent from you.
YOUR MONEY IS SAFE.

PAY ME a million and i might consider calling you "mum" again.

THANK me that you dun ever have to scrimp and save to buy things for yourself
or even to go on a holiday.

you made me hate the place i once called home.



and she say GOODBYE..{/11:04 PM}


I LOVE U ALL!
amy
carol
clifton
deni
dor
eunice
lala
lin
min
peter
rina
siew
shirong
zhixin

Thanks for the celebration.
the surprise.
the prezzies.
the cake.
ur presence.

i love gatherings like tis.
all of us eating tgt.
chit chatting tgt.
making a fool outta ourselves tgt.

i'm really happy today.
Happie 18th birthdaY!

but my mum spoilt the day.
Stop being so selfish to buy so much stuffs for urself & claiming that u're broke.
Stop showing favourtisim to my sis and only buy things for her.
Stop being so stingy for that mere $3.80 meal u paid for me.
It's my bdae u noe?
If u duno how to please me, AT LEAST dun piss me off.
YOu've nv showered me with any love.
All i learnt from you is "money makes the world goes round"

You jus dun understand all these shit u had put me into
NONE of u does.

Where do u find sucha mum?!

Yesh.
im rebellious now.
BUT to you only.



and she say GOODBYE..{/2:50 AM}


Friday, July 08, 2005
ATTENTION PPL!
i've got an annoucement to make.
LISTEN!
I'M 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, not a great news after all.
im old.
Thanks to the whole load of wonderful ppl who rmb my bdae.
LOve u all!
gonna enjoy my 18th bdae no matter wat.

anw,
i went to kbox agaiN!
tis time round with rina too!
GREAT TIME.
we were more into dancing than singing.
we sweat like hell.
or was i the only 1?
they were singing & most of the time i was the dancer.
haha.
COOL ok?!

Love Lala n Larrina (L*3)
for that kbox session.
more to come!



and she say GOODBYE..{/1:00 AM}


Monday, July 04, 2005
HELP!
this freaking computer is driving me crazy.
an anitque that is.
WAY TOO SLOW!
how slow?
let me tell you.
i spent 3 nights doing that part of the project and i'm NOT even halfway done.
i have 30 facilities to research on and till now i've only donelike 4-5?
and all i have to do was only some research? copy and paste!
oh god! project meeting is afew hours away..
how the hell am i going to sleep?!

I NEED A NEW COM.
DESPERATELY!
dear parents,
STOP lying to me that you guys are gonna get a new one for me.
it's been years already.
im sicked of that.

STOP telling me that you are broke!
you think that few pathetic bucks is enough for me to feed myself?!
and you expect me to scrimp and save?
BIG NO!
im practically using up all my savings.
not giving any allowance increment and expects me to pay for all my expenses?
yet have the cheek to go on holidays.

hello?! WAKE UP!
how selfish can you be?

nuff of that.
**********

kbox session was great.
though it's just the 2 of us.
Lala & Jing.
we rocks!
we even bother to record the songs we had sang.

THANKS LALA for that pre-birthday celebration.
"hot ice lemon tea pls!"
**********

GOOD LUCK for mid-term tests!
STUDY haRD!
fun is awaiting!

continue with research..






and she say GOODBYE..{/1:19 AM}