Too tired of trying and thus, I chose to be indifferent, to be apathetic.

Whatever left is the past. Maybe we might fail our 10 year promise. But I really couldn't care anymore.

We can still laugh, we can still talk. But perhaps, that's all.

I don't see it as a waste, I just see it as a part and parcel of growing up. If you couldn't care more, I would just care less. You might think that I'm totally ridiculous, suits you. You can even blame me, I seriously couldnt give a damn anymore. I gave all that I could, I used up all my strength, my forgiveness, my magnanimous, my understanding.

You don't mean what you say, you said for the sake of saying. Days passes, and you forgets. I'm used to it. I'm tired of it. Yes, I'm not angry,, I'm not pissed. You know what, you don't deserve for me to be angry, pissed or even to vexed over. Give me a break.

If that is all that I deserve.
If that is how much I mean to you.
If that is how you think about me.

I said, I do not care anymore.
We're quits.

If this is what you want. I think you deserve this. I think you ought to be alone. You'll be great alone. That's the kind of person you are. You don't like commitment. You don't. I know you will be happy this way, my friend.


从习惯，厌倦，反感，到无可奈何。