This entry is gotta be so random.

I hate the way I act just to make someone happy.
I hate the way I act so to make the situation better.
I hate the way things are right now.

Nonetheless, I still gotta keep it going.

Work is almost as good as wasting time. Wasting my youth, as I always say.
It's all coming to an end soon but yet I'm not really anticipating cuz there's lotsa things to do like the portfolio etc.

I'm supposed to wake up at 5am but I'm still wide awake now.

I miss the times I can do whatever I want, whenever I like. I don't like the restrictions now. I feel like a robot. I want to go out with my flowers, I want to talk and gossips with them, I want to see them.

Jingle Bells! Xmas is coming and I've got a long list of xmas pressie waiting for someone to buy for me! Oh wells, I know I will end up buying them myself. Hahaha. Tell me it's okay to reward and pamper myself.

But still, there's always something to look forward to...

Happy 19th Birthday Rina.
Great celebration on Sun! I'm sorry I can't attend.