Well well, finally got to do some shopping and spend money, not that I've got money to spend. Pre-spent my pay and my pay is not even here yet! Today was a die-die must buy something shopping trip to town. In the end, I bought 3 items, 1 which was redundant. Bah.
Btw, I lost count on the number of days left to the end of SIP. Not that I don't enjoy it, it's just that I miss wearing nice clothes other than black top and bottom. I felt as though I was quarantined inside the airport and lost track of whats happening out there. Too contained in that nice lil airport of singapore. I opened my wardrobe noticing that there was nothing decent to wear and felt if I was a kampong girl at town.
Look at how hazy Singapore has become. Hope my asthma doesnt comes back and the weather is irritating my eyes.
I simply love the peace I get during SIP. All that I had to care was SIP and nothing else. This is what I've been yearning for, to do things one at a time. Sometimes we expect too much and we forgot that it's just our expectations, NOT reality. When you dont get what you expect, you only make yourself feel bad. In order to keep the level of disappointment down, I stop trying, I stop hoping, I stop expecting. I don't want to be the one who takes initiative, plan step by step and hope to get what I expect for. I just want to sit back and relax.
I made alil wish last night. It did not come true, neither did I expect it to. But still, I'm so affected by it. Make my wish come true, just in my dreams, please.
and she say GOODBYE..{/1:05 AM}