I totally lost mood and interest for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. And I would like to thank that one or two person who caused this, directly or indirectly.

Everything is a chore to me now. Talking, breathing, thinking, shopping, listening, watching movie, walking, eating and even sleeping. Whining and complaining can't help at all. I am suffering from constant headache and I wish that I can just go into coma to stop being tortured.

Why the hell do people have that much to talk, complain, whine, curse or even boast about? Fine! I know I'm doing it as well, but at least I'm not that frequent! I try to be discreet.

Do you get it? I'm TRYING. I'm trying to mentally block all the stuffs I don't want to know, I don't want to hear. IF you're getting sick of me being like a lunatic, just stop seeing me, stop coming here. SHOO! I SAID SHOO!

If everything that you want to do is just to irk me, I am surrendering. Are you happy now?