PEOPLE! My dear tagboard was gone for a month and now it's back! I threw it out of home and it came running back. As a kind soul, I had to let it in. Haha. Thank you deni!

I'm so dreading tmr though it's the friday we are all waiting for! But it's the bloody 9am class again! It's 9am everyday this week and it's killing me. Testing, training and cultivating my dam patience. I can't skip the class tmr cause I've been committing sins of skipping classes this week. My cds tut today. My tkging lab last week. It's the 5th week and I've skipped 2 tutorials. What a great start!

Sometimes I'm just dreaming. Hoping that my sweet lil dream will come true. Hoping that everything now is a nightmare. Hoping that I'll wake up soon.

Drifting away...

Sometime later, maybe you will find me in the hospital for I think I'm falling ill. Sometime later, maybe you will find me in the hospital- Institute for Mental health.

I'm really scared. I seriously think that there is something wrong with me. My mind, my body, my heart. I never know when is my last goodbye to everyone of u. I don't know how long I can continue to act okay and laugh when I see you guys. I don't how long I will take to become fine. I don't know what's wrong with me.

When I become a nutcase, when I become really depressed, when I cry and weep everyday, will anyone still be here for me? Or will you all just run away just like someone..