I just feel like gorging my eyes out and chopping my hands and legs off, so that I can STOP shopping and STOP adding items onto my shopping list. At this rate, the list is never going to end. NEVER. Those tops, bottoms, wallet, bags and shoes, my holiday getaways! I need like perhaps a million dollars. Maybe more, since my shopping list will not end in my lifetime. My endless wants. That's very bad, REAL bad. I don't have a job. I need one BADLY!!! Pls pls pls recommend any good jobs! I won't spend anymore money!!!

And did I mention about my ah n** phobia? Will all ah n**s just STAY AWAY from me. I mean really FARAWAY! Don't flood the whole MRT cabin and attack me. Don't give me anymore prank calls. Don't walk towards my direction reaching your hands out. The next time round I will NOT just push you away, I swear I will break your knuckles and sprain your hands. But of course, I hope there's NO next time. SCRAM AND GET OUTTA MY SIGHT!!!