I just cant help wondering what are friends for.
Time and time again I thought we were close friends.

But i think,
at this instance,
we are less than friends.

Everything had change.
I dont know whose fault is that.

We dont talk as much.
we dont meet.

I know,
good friends doesnt always have to meet up.
But dont you think that we are drifting apart,
losing common topics.

You got your whole world of friends.
i dont.
You might not need me,
but i need you.

I used to think that,
friends are whom you can share your joys, ur happiness, ur sorrows as well.

Im sorry,
i dont have joys and happiness to share.
i swallow all my sorrows.

but you can always share with me.
i had always been here.
just where are you?

im not someone who you can howl and scream at.
come to me as and when you like it.
piss me off and think i'll be alright.
I'm not a least bit alright at all.

It took me alot of courage to trust someone like you.

Maybe you're busy
or
maybe you had forgotten all about me.

I hope it's not the latter.