Tell me,
- do u prefer to show ur true self
orto put up with a false front?My definition:True self - No make up, not even the slightest.
- No contacts.
- Dress well, in ur own context.
- Show your attitude.
- Show exactly how you feel at the point of time.
- Speak your mind. Directly, no rephrasing.
False front
- Conscious of your appearance.
- Try to be on your best.
- Smile even when you dun feel like it.
- Hide your attitude.
- Try to be nice.
- Being tactful.
2. What is your choice?
For me,
I would prefer to put up with that false front.
The 'ME' which most of you get to see, is FAKE!
wahaha.
well, im not really that bad.
BUT, i make the effort to be nice.
I dun tell you mean things about you right at ur face.
Styms, I do behind your back.
styms, I just forget abt it.
When I really want to say sth bad about you?
I try very hard to be tactful.
I rephrase my words so as not to hurt people.
When I have evil thots,
I keep it to myself.
I dun actually do em'
I just think of em'.
Yes,
I do put on make up.
But just alil,
to conceal my flaws.
my dark rings that was born with me.
and well, i dun slp early.
Nobody is flawless.
I,
take that as basic courtesy.
It is courtesy, to be at your best appearance.
You are not the one looking at yourself most of the time.
Others are.
I dont see anything wrong with that.
Is there?
I am tired of trying to be nice.
Nice in personality,
acceptable in the way I appear.
I'm sick of smiling when I dun feel like to.
Acting alright when I'm upset.
Wearing those bloody contacts when I'm so tired to even open my eyes.
( I do not mind wearing my spects, i just thot i look so spastic in both specs and braces)
Have the decency to wake up early to dab those concealer under my eyes.
Well, i guess im not the only one who's like that.
I'm sick of pretence.
3. Which is the ME you wana see?
Note:
I'm not really that evil lah.
and i believe,
everyone does speak behind others back.
I wun be surprise to know if anyone is backstabbing me.
This is life.
This is humane.
Do you agree with me?
Above, are only my personal opinion.
and she say GOODBYE..{/1:07 AM}