my brain juices are depleting, in short, im this close to being retarded.
hardly use my brain due to my laziness and partly because there aint any reason to do so.
i cant even be bothered to read a book, nor a magazine, much less the newspaper. let alone watching videos online, even the tv as well.
perhaps like where to shop and what to do for the day, the week, the month, the year, my life.
everyday is so mundane, and there's only one problem for me to ponder on.
i cant even see myself doing anything in 5 years' time. so much plans, too much restrictions as well.

all i want is just a carefree life, i dont want all these unseen burdens.