I noticed I had been too preoccupied with myself lately.

Anyway, I finished watching my goong. Haha I know I'm kinda slow. I wonder why am I always affected after watching such shows. And I'm usually very inspired, I find meaning in it. What a tiring life I'm leading. Always trying to find stuff to think about.

Hell is coming, training starts again tmr. SIP starts on thursday. I'm not anticipating it already. 140 days of torture. 140 days that I'm gonna spend with myself. Maybe I should enjoy that kinda peace.

Did I mention? I miss shopping for nice pretty clothes. I see no point in buying them since the SIP is starting. I will miss being pretty, (not that I'm pretty), but until you see my SIP uniform, you will understand. It is freaking hideous that I think I will look better in pasar malam clothes even.