i hate myself for doing all these.
i know i'm kicking a big fuss.
but sometimes i just cant stand it anymore.
why arent there more understanding ppl on earth?
i know i've got no excuse to blame anyone.
i can only blame myself.

i don't wish to do all these to myself either.
i'l be good.

i'm actually feeling better at the end of this entry.
i hope there's no scars left.
be it my mind, my heart and whatever.

i'm good.