I'm in a really foul mood. Tuesday blues. I really hate tuesday! I'm like cursed on every Tuesday. You know the 9am class which I always feel like skipping all because of the FREAKING PACKED BUS 27! I was so desperate that I called my dad for help as I missed numerous bus (I'm sure you seen buses not stopping as they are too packed) and all he do is to INSIST that I overslept, and so it's my own business. Why can't he just trust me for that? I woke up so exceptionally early but he said I lied. Yah, what a lie! What's the point of lying anything about that? And I'm someone who hardly tell a lie for goodness sake! I know you all must be thinking that I'm kicking a big fuss over nothing but the point is, if he don't want to fetch me just say so. Don't insist that I lied just because he don't want to help. I know I could have took a cab to school, but how am I suppose to do that with only 45cents left in my purse. Yes, I'm that poor, that pathetic. Please weep for me.

Anyway, I think I'm condemned by my tutor. I skipped her class without any valid reason. Look at her attitude towards me. But well, it's my fault as usual.

You just imagine, when my mum and dad combine their forces to attack me. They so wanted me to accept OHotel's offer for internship despite me telling them that I don't like it there and I don't wish to see myself suffer there for 5 months! It's 5 months, excuse me? Who was the one who wanted me to be in the airline industry, now, look who's telling me to accept the offer. Why? Because, again, they insisted that I don't want to go there as there isnt any friends with me. If that's the case, I would have gladly accepted the offer cuz Rina is there. Fancy preaching me that I don't always need my friends, in the future I still have to be independent in the working society. What's important is to do something that interests me. ISN'T THAT WHAT I'M DOING? They always think that they know everything but obviously not. Just stop acting like you know me. Just stop insisting anything and putting words into my mouth.

And moments ago when I was having my dinner. Dear mum scolded me for not eating her curry. Like you have a spoonful of rice first, she'll go, "Why are you so wasteful? Why are you not eating the curry?" So, I had a spoonful of curry and she said, "Why are you not eating the rice?" ARGH JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME EAT! LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? TO HAVE 2 SPOONS, ONE IN EACH HAND AND PUT THEM INTO MY MOUTH ALLL AT THE SAME TIME?

I so feel like crying the whole day and so I slept my whole afternoon away. I don't want to face them, I don't want to hear them.

But I would still like to thank hong and suzhen! Thanks for being so caring towards me. Hong bought me mixed fruit juice from this japanese vending machine in school just to cheer me up! I know it's not because that I helped you with the books! I think zhen is GOD! I was only talking to her and she knew I was having sore throat and she knew very well that I won't bother to do anything about it. It's not that I was croaking or anything, in fact I think I sound perfectly fine. She popped by and surprised me with a pack of strepsils! How lovely! I'm so full of vitamin C now. Haha.