I had been having fun for the past few days. Singing session with friends, gathering and gossiping. How fun was that. Staying out late and catching the last train back home. Ok, that is actually quite early but I haven't been doing that. I've been a very good girl. It's been sucha long time that we did all these. I'm glad that all these meeting up are back! Made me realised how empty my life was without them. But somehow, I felt guilty over something. You-know-what, right? So guilty but yet I don't know what I can do. Oh I don't want history to repeat. Maybe we should all accept that!

I think I too much fun also made me feel so odd now. Is it loneliness now that I'm back home again? I am so not in the mood to do anything, I can't even laugh at any hilarious joke right now. What's wrong?

I'll be away for sometime next week. Catch me the week after next ok?